Bye Bye Birdie, Saddam, and 2007. May all you Incarnations be Blessed into Infinity. Amen. January 3, 2007

Whatever that means.  I’m not going to pretend any longer.  I have no idea what in the hell I’m talking about. 

LOLOLOLOL

Oh my Goodness, what a wierd day.  It’s Full Moon Numero Uno, and the only thing I know about it is what my sweet sistah, consciousmama, sent me this morning in an email.  Here you go: 

Hello All,Tomorrow is the first full moon of the new year. I thought I would share a little Lore with you. Cold Moon On the year’s first Full Moon, also called the Wolf Moon, take time to reflect on the magic and medicine of the wolf. A popular animal ally with Witches and magic users, the wolf is a pathfinder, leader, and teacher. The wolf has an incredible sense of family, but also independence. The wolf encourages the teacher in us to share our knowledge. Perform a spell to tap your inner wisdom. Weather sharing your knowledge with circle or coven or teaching a formal class, calling on the wolf will give you the strength to walk your individual magical path and help others find theirs.  Set up your altar with white candles and a representation ( small statue, photo) of the wolf. As the Full Moon rises, face the Moon, and call upon the wolf’s magic. When ready, repeat the spell below three times: On this enchanted night of the full Wolf Moon, Send wisdom to me, by this Witches’ tune. Ally and friend, I honor the Moon at which you bay, Help me to teach and lead in the best possible way.

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I personally believe that if an individual uses a spell, prayer, or mantra to bring about specific outcomes that’s dandy.  It falls under the “whatever floats your boat” category, and I’m also here to tell you that you don’t need someone elses spell to bring about change, you can manifest all on your own if you so desire……….but whatever, you know?  Just do yourself and all infinity a favor and focus on your highest potential.  amen.

Anyways, I have PMS, I’m not sure if it’s all in my head or not.  Or is it the full moon.  I have full moon PMS right now and I’m telling you guys that it’s all I can do to keep from turning into some kind of sexy mermaid werewolf. (Go jump into the ocean and eat skinny dippers!)  Grrrrr…..

Really though, I always feel a bit more vulnerable around this time, and tend to desire seclusion more than not.  Which is a good thing because I relish in solitude, or whatever you want to call it.  I never feel alone and I always feel alone because I am both and neither.  haha.

Creative expression is in high gear for me, and the blog is taking back seat to the book, which is nearing completion….or is it?!?  Will it ever end?  Will I find that I have in fact written two books?  Wouldn’t be suprised. 

Gonna switch gears here, but it has to be said, perhaps someone could find the deeper meaning in this.  On new years morning, as i was doing the morning round of dishes, the catchment tank went dry and the faucet spit at me.  The toilet hissed and sputtered.  We have been running the houses wet chores and any such duties that require water (potty) out of water jugs.    It’s been like camping, only super pimped out.  I happen to enjoy camping.  With PMS? 

This Peter Tosh song rings out over and over in my mind, what you gonna do, when your well runs dry…….

I must excuse myself now, it’s been a busy day on the internet, and have to be in Kona in three and a half hours.  I still need to clean the house and do the dishes, load the truck, and did you know it takes about three gallons of water to fill a toilet???????? I already flushed once today, hindsight shows me to have been a bit hasty, because……all I have is a gallon and a half…….and I swear the entire family went doodoo……pray for us…..haha

Becoming more Profound and Increasing in Frequency December 27, 2006

Aloha and good evening, it’s another coffee driven late night blog entry sponsored by none other than Bong Brothers (big up to the BB), on lovely Mamalahoa Highway, definitely a store worth stopping at when in South Kona and needing nourishment and/or palatal satisfaction.  BUT…

BUT.

My coffee consumption is leading to detoxification, the likes of which have manifested as pimples on my face.  That leads my ego into a bit of a caffiene driven mini anxiety attack which results in an increased heartrate, a burst of adrenaline, and a strong desire to quit drinking coffee.  It’s a vicious cycle, and I will bring it full circle somehow.  In a manner that leads to the greatest potential of infinity, amen. 

But enough about me, let’s talk about you.

And me.  Because we’re all one.

Or we could move past the whole unity thing and take it back to an individual level, in which case I want to draw attention to our tendency to isolate ourselves in the face of unity. LOL.

Not really. 

I want to take a minute and give a big “hooray” to my daughters father and his wife (as of next week sometime, that is), for concieving!  My daughter is hoping for a girl so she’ll have a brother and sister, Blessings to them and lot’s of love. 

Hope everybody had a wonderful solstice, hope you were blessed to recognize it in some way, and use the energy to slingshot yourselves into your greatest potential.  I know I did.  LOL!

This Holiday Season has been full of Jubilation and Celebration and my circutry has been so stimulated by all the Spirit abounding.   I had the honor of meeting a gentleman who is said to have completed Einstien’s Unified Field Theory, also known as the Theory of Everything.  As you read this, I am manifesting the honor of speaking with him again and learning what I am supposed to  from his teachings.  Do me a favor and throw some love into it.  OOOOHHH.  I felt it. Thanks…..

I also want to take a minute give some love to my homie and fellow goddess, Zhenya Delate, she’s the One who inspired me to write this Blog and helps me with my computer when I need it.  Did I mention that she allowed me to pirate her internet access when we were neighbors?  She also invites me to all the cool parties and loves me for who I am.  I love her more than I care to elaborate.  (sigh)

Anyone seen Borat yet?

Much love to you all, I think I’m out of space to type, but I’m overflowing with space to time.  So I’m going to work with what I have and fill it with all the Love and Angels it will hold.  and so it is, amen.

Prayers and Incantations like Ressurecton and Reincarntion. December 8, 2006

Is it me or are they both pairs of similes?  Am I taking it too far?  No, not even close, I’m just putting it into perspective.  Life is like a painting, we’re all standing around the same picture and looking at it from our chosen location.  Perspective….It’s relative, and that’s whats so refreshing because relativity is broad.  Real broad. 

For what is a prayer but an incantation?  Repetition and requests.  Pray to God, pray for strength, pray for help, it’s a request to the Divine Power that governs your Dogma.  That you allow into reside in the Creator box. 

Or don’t believe in God.  Believe in nothing but Chaos, this infinitely large energy force (sound familiar) of “nothingness”, and manifest creation via your will.  Where is the intent?  Verbal Manifestation is verbal Manifestation, call it what you want.

Believe that the Earth is alive and that all residing including the minerals and plants are conscious co hosts in this big movie of life.  Recite your intentions to the cells around you, breathing life into the Void.  Pagan creation.

There is no difference in these things, aside from technicalities.  Same result, a simple provocation of the environment, practiced with varying intent and general purpose-technicalities. 

And yet people have spent considerable amounts of their own (and others) energy to detract from the personal power of fellow humans for possessing a perspective that is different in such a manner previously mentioned.  Am I rambling????? I am, aren’t I?

Please say something if I do it again.

Ressurection and Reincarnation, very much related to the Divine Interpretation of your liking, is to me the same thing with different names.  Did you know that Early Christians believed in Reincarnation?  Until other members of the church started killing them.  Then they stopped.

Moving on…..Done some research on Global Warming, Irrigation History and Methods,and am continuing to play phone tag with the INEHL.  It’s hard to play phone tag when I don’t have a phone.  Like playing tag all alone. 

But I’m onto something, and I’m wondering how one goes about developing an organization that focuses on inland irrigation, drinking water producton, and power generation. 

There is so much potential there.  And I’m not going to covet this amazing idea, if anyone out there could develop this faster and better than me PLEASE DO!!!!!  AL!  OPRAH!  Hello, haven’t they heard about this website yet?

Meanwhile, this two weekend project is turning into a three weekend project.  And I like it.  

DID YOU KNOW that every year our ocean rises two millimeters?  Not that long ago it only rained one millimeter in a year, but global warming has changed that. 

There are Ninety Five Trillion gallons of water contained in one millimeter of the oceans water.  This was calculated based on the surface area  of the ocean reported by Wikipedia.  We get that much EXTRA in one year.

And we’re a decade into this excess so that’s like nine hundred fifty trillion gallons of water that we could use and the earth wouldn’t mind a bit.  We could fill up a couple lakes with that.  Maybe some bottled water.  And power a house or two.  You might even be able to power an entire hippy commune with nine hundred fifty trillion gallons of hydroelectric power. 

So much love going out to all of you reading this, and your families. 

Divine Inspiration…….Or how I learned to love the NELHA December 1, 2006

When my ex and I were first deciding whether or not we wanted to pack our things and move to the Big Island we did a ton of research.  We studied the economy, weather, school systems, colleges, etc, and in my studies I found a particular interest in the Natural Energy Laboratory of Hawaii Authority (check out www.nelha.org).  I remember seeing it on a map of the island and saying to my ex , “Man, I’d like to work there someday” , just the idea of a Natural Energy Laboratory was inspiring.  At the time my mother and stepfather were in Alaska for work, and we were house-sitting for them, so we used their Internet access to research this place (my ex also used it to download tons of porn-which consequently jammed my mothers computer-we had to get a professional in to unlock it  LOL).  When I saw all of the things they were doing at the Lab I was blown away, and then I had an idea.  What if we created a series of canals and pipelines along with a slew of Natural Energy Labs all along the coastline of America and used them to irrigate our drought infested landslide?  This place also creates bottled drinking water and that’s another issue that would be helped. 

You can’t tell me there couldn’t be some government program created to aid in this venture.

Anyways, I could go on, but I have a play-list to create for tomorrows show and it’s already nine at night.  I’m going to cut to the poop, so to speak.

Tonight I watched “An Inconvienent Truth”, the movie by Al Gore (remember him?), and I was floored at the information he presented.  Basically, the world is melting, and the ocean is rising.  Oh yeah, and droughts are getting worse.  He’s looking for answers and perhaps this may be something to help……….We’ll see.

I don’t have the energy to create an entire show on the subject that could be ready by tomorrow morning (102.5  KCOF!!!)  but I’ve already contacted the Lab and plan to schedule a meeting with someone about the topic.  My goal is to put together a show along with relevant information and send it to Mister Gore.  If anyone has any information that might help in any way, feel free to share, my ego is not attached to this.  If someone wants to go over my head and do this exact same thing before me- HAVE AT IT.  I just want to see a happy ending, I’m not worried about the technicalities.  BARON!!!!  

P.S.  Many prayers and blessings going out to the people in the freezing Midwest, may you find warmth and safety.  Also much love and light going out to the Phillipines, these typhoons are wild.  It aint over, everybody, it’s only beginning to get weird.  Praise and love to you all. 

i do believe in fairies. say this three times. November 24, 2006

yes. maybe i did take too much acid in college.  maybe i did read a little too much kurt vonnegut and tom robbins.  maybe i even could go so far as to say that i tend to dwell in a fantasy state more than not, but who doesn’t.  it’s all relative and i’ll leave it at that.

moving on, i would like to take a second and give a big ” OH YEAH” to the bitter tea that is called Yerba Mate.  i am a regular mate drinker and when i left for dallas last september i traded it in for coffee, because unlike yerba mate it’s so readilly available everywhere including gas stations.  perhaps i’m addictive and these days i’ve run out of bad habits (nyuk, nyuk) so addiction to coffee seemed relatively harmless in the bigger picture.  welllll, coffee became espresso, and two shots became four and next thing i know i’ve got a freaking starbucks habit and my lymphnodes are freaking out. i’m really pretty intolerant to coffee on a physical level, and my body is so sensitive to excesses, and my little coffee maker that i used to brew mate in was completely kaput.  (let me take a minute to thank all holiness that i am so fortunate to be able to sit in my little carport with the big astroturf rug in my friends unbelievably comfortable lawn chair whilst pirating free internet service from my neighbors and complain about my recent brush with coffee addiction on my little laptop.  thank you thank you thank you, i am blessed and gratitude is pouring from my heart and soul right now) 

the week i moved into my new place i found a perculator at a garage sale,  and i just so happened to LOVE perculators.   i’d never brewed mate in it but figured it would be just fine.  that afternoon i also found a little bag of mate that had been packed in september and OH YEAH….you know the rest.  i’ve had a couple of shots of espresso since then but have enthusiastically embraced my mate (gotten myself a new bag of tea) and feel the difference in my body as well as my bank account.  a bag of loose leaf mate is half the price of coffee beans and the benefits are ridiculous.  i’m going to find a good site for the stuff and put a link on my page.  the drink is a vitamin boost, loaded with antioxidants, and will kick just as hard as coffee if you brew it right.  a perculator isn’t the best way to make the tea but that particular detail isn’t a priority in my life right now.   fin.    

keep it present.  keep it present……keep it present.  pay attention to your surroundings and be quiet.  you can hear the voice of divinity no matter where you are if you are conscious of it.  no matter who you are.  even if you sold your soul to the devil back when you were a teenager and angry at your parents, you can still hear the sound of divine love.  it’s all you man.  karma, astrology, dogma, these are the things of our own creation.  our interpretations of what we think we know.  its’ all debatable.  it’s all relative. 

p.s.  we’re in saggitarius now, and roland says there’s plenty of earthquake action still to come.  look for it in japan, new guinea, and watch it as it continues to move east.  look for tsunamis, and pay attention to your own relationship with liquids. 

see you on the flipside. aloha.

Arrrgh! You Scurvey Dog! November 8, 2006

So stoked to have this blessing of free Internet access.  Apparently the neighbor has it, and I’m very honored to use it.  I will now download some free music from cnet.  Life is good.  I believe Mercury will be passing in front of the sun in about fifteen minutes, though I will not look to see for sure.  Mercury’s retrograde cycle has left me without anything to say.  Much love to all of infinity, may it carry us to our greatest potential. 

Oh Scorpio…An outlook for the birthday bug November 2, 2006

I will begin to highlight the astrological spotlight until I do it no longer.

DID YOU KNOW?  Second only to Cancer, a Scorpion Moon promises good germination and swift growth.  In Scorpio, prune for bud development…..eh?!?

Scorpio this is your year through March  2007, atleast a general guideline to help you along.  Just before Holloween, Venus (love, pleasure, fine art)begins a three week passage through Scorpio (intense, secretive, ambitious).  This promises to be one of the happiest times all year for social activity.  Prepare love charms and philters at the sabbat.  A lost love may return to become a treasured friend.  Accept invitations or plan a party.  The New Moon On November 20 is an ideal time to make any kind of commitment.  December finds the sector of finances and material security emphasized by a groupingof Sagittarius planets (friendly, expansive), and you’ll want to shop.  There are some treasures you simply must have.  On December sixth Saturn (responsibility, maturity, realities) turns retrograde in your career sector.  Follow traditioons, rules, and regulations.  A conservative approach is best regarding work.  At the winter solstice (December 21) purchase a new clock or watch for the coven stead.  Honor the magic of time. 

In late December Mercury (communication, intellect, skills) joins the Sun (birth sign, ego, and identity) and Venus  in your third house (communications, siblings), making you a bit restless.  Some variety would be appreciated as New Year’s Eve nears.  A change of scene should refresh and inspire.  At Candlemas (February 2)prepare a ritual to promote peace and harmony at home.  Through the remainder of the winter a variety of Aquarius (inquisitive, unpredictable) transits including the Sun and Mars (energy,  challenges, sports) will motivate you to make positive changes in homelife andd living arrangements.

HEALTH

The March 29 Eclipse impacts your vitality. Be aware of how your body responds to diet and exercise habits.  Springtime favors making changes aimed at health improvement.  Candle burning can be an effective technique to promote wellness.  As the color, light, and heat mingle, the lit candle will generate an energy field.  Dedicate it to health by rubbing it with patchouli oil, your sacred aromatherapy.  Try a blue candle for safety, a red one for strength, or a white one for release from grief and for peace of mind.

LOVE

The last few years have marked an interesting but erratic time in your social life.  Volatile Uranus has been in your love sector, creating unexpected meetings and partings.  You may have experienced a change of heart.  Allow love connections to develop while you explore and reflect.  Take time to be certain of what it is you truly desire.  Don’t commit on a whim.  Since Pisces, ruler of the feet, governs your romance and pleasure sector, going dancing can create the climate for true love.  Pisces, also suggests that romance can be discovered on a beachside stroll or while learning to sail or scuba dive.  April, late July through Mid August, and November bring favorable Venus influences.  Social prospects are especially promising during those times. 

SPIRITUALITY

With Sentimental, nostalgic Cancer ruling your ninth house of spiritual thought, touring historical districts can impact your spirituality.  Explore archeological sites linked to worship.  Lear about the values of those who have gone before.  Keepsakes and momorabilia can have a spiritual significance for you.  Practice psychometry on vintage photos or jewelry.  Keep a journal of encounters you’ve sensed with ghosts.  The Full Moon On January third promises heightened spiritual awareness from family keepsakes and talismans as well as recollections of your earliest spiritual teachings.

 FINANCE

  A cycle of prosperity is enjoyed as the planet of blessings completes a conjunction with your Sun shortly after your birthday.  A prosperity ritual performed at the New Moon on November 20 would be especially effective. 

I think that’ll do for now.  If anyone would like a forecast of a different sign, give me a ringy dingy.  By the way, I should have a phone line here in the near future. 

are you alergic to wheat or dairy? October 26, 2006

Life is a Work in Progress October 13, 2006

It’s been almost two weeks since I’ve sat in front of my altar, all packed away, or consulted my Tarot.  There is some comfort in the collection of Sacred Things.  I moved out of my house this month and have yet to find the “right” place for myself and my children to live.  I haven’t been worried, we have a place to stay right now and for as long as we need..  Still, I feel my energy being directed out into infinity right now, manifesting Safe Space for myself and my family.  I’m looking at a place tomorrow, many blessings to me and mine.

A Good Friend and Fatherly Figure spoke to me the other day and really helped me to adjust my perspective concerning My Life.  It’s nice, and I am so thankful to have such caring support and counsel, I need wisdom and welcome it when I recognize it.  I have hit Rock Bottom and it isn’t the first time.  I doubt it will be the last.  What’s important is that I’m thinking about my family and holding our best interest in front of me, and using that intention to guide my actions.

Ahhhh my altar, I see it all candles aglow, like a beacon to my heart.  The mandalas, showing the beauty of all things, the many faces of Cosmic Truth, speaking to a part of myself that remembers the past, present, and future.   Green plastic Buddah, showing me presence, meditation, and acceptance.  The Madonna, reminding me that I don’t need to martyr myself, and that the Mother is still holding space for Divine Love.  Sacred sea shells, worn glass in crystal bowls, and other such personal symbols understood only by myself allow me to focus on love.  Sometimes these things carry me when I feel vulnerable and overwhelmed by my own fear.  They can ground me.  All packed away, and I feel like this time is sacred in it’s own right.  I don’t need these things to carry my spirit, I choose to.  The spirit is all around, and these Special Things are simply an expression.  

AaaaaROOOoooooooooooooooooo-er-uh, I mean, uh, Happy Hunters Moon everybody…. October 7, 2006

Yes you are in the house of the Dragon and it is the Blood Moon, the Hunters Moon, the Red Moon.  I thought the Barley Moon, or the Harvest Moon of September was particularly intense, in an “electric Koolaide” kind of way.  This moon in wet and wringing with the blood of innocent people, wet with the amniotic tea of motherly love, foggy and unafraid because she’s got nature on her team and with true belief in infinite potential- oh wait, now I’m talking about myself (AGAIN….I know you were thinking it).